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Masarap na nakakatakot yung panaginip ko. Spiderman ala Prisonbreak Game. I don't know how this dream started pero alam ko kung paano nagtapos. Yung terrain ay parang yung map sa Counterstrike na pinaghalong cs_deathmatch at de_vertigo. Natapos siya sa terrain na kamukha ng pataas sa bahay namin sa baguio. Bundok na walang katapusan. ang hirap i describe. Random places where I try to get out. Random people who try to lock me up again. Ang daya. Akala mo nakalabas ka na. kasi sapot here sapot there. Pero malamang hindi pa. kalokohan. Pahirap nang pahirap habang nakakalayo ka ng lugar. Panaginip na nga lang nauubusan pa ng stamina ampucha. May fatigue!@#$% parang yung dota sa facebook. Kalokohan. You get to fight a big bad-ass lion. Cross the stream of life. Gagapangin mo yun. Helicopter race. Kamukha ni officer Bellick yung tarantado sa warehouse na kakalabanin mo gazillion times para magising. May mirror match pa. Taena. masyadong madaling tumakas. pero pagkatapos mong maka break m

Caring. Proseso. Back to Talking to Myself

_k_. S*n* ng* b* s* _k_? *s* s*y*ng n*p*k*b**t, n*p*k*-m**l*g*, n*p*k*-m*p*gb*g*y, *t s*b* k* *ll-*n-*n*-p*ck*g*-d**l n* b*b**. *ng m*g*nd* s* k*ny* *y d*m*nd*ng s*y*. T*m* n* d*m*nd*ng s*y*. H*nd* s*y* m*k*s*l*n*n d*h*l l*ng d*n.... d*h*l *m**b*g d*n s*y*. Y*ng b*n*b*g*y n*y* p*r* k*y L.*._L*k*rs *y s*br* s*br*. *t *lm*st f**ls l*k* n* t* t*k* f*r gr*nt*d *ng mg* s*cr*f*c*s, *ff*rts, p*t**nc* *nd p*rs*v*r*nc* n*y* p*r* d*n s* L.*._L*k*rs. M*ns*n n*g-*y* s* _k_ n* m*g *n*m k*m* (n*g-*y* s* bry*n), m*y *n**l*g**n *k*ng d*l*w*ng b*t* n**n mg* p*ns*n k*. p*r* f*rst t*m* k*ng m*k*k* *n*m*n s* _k_ *l* *ft*r * h*ndr*d y**rs. S* * ch*s* th* l*tt*r. D* *k* n*g s*s* n**n. P*r*ng l*h*t ng n**p*n n* k* n* *n**s*p t*w*ng n*g t* t*xt k*m*... n*ng g*b* n* y*n n*g m*t*r**l*z* b*gl*. S* n*g*ng *s*f*l d**n *ng p*g*g*ng d*m*nd*ng n*y*. *ng n*k*t* k*ng m*g*nd*ng s*d* n* _k_ s* s*t**t**n n* *t* *y n* v* v*l** n*y* *ng m*t*g*l n* s*m*h*n n*l* n* L.*._L*k*rs. H*nd* n*y* b*st* b*st* p*k*k*w*l*n y*n. K*ng *l*